Way too Long

So it's been way too long since I have blogged. Life has just taken over. I am sure you all know about that happening. Not much really happening other then working, eating and sleeping. I hate being stuck in a rut. I mean I don't even go out anymore with my new schedule and working til 12 am doesn't help with much of a social life.

Still fat, have tried loosing weight. It's a constant struggle and I don't have the damn will power to do what needs to be done. Every day I get up and think today is a new day. Every day I hope to get the gumption to exercise or at leas find the time to do so. Rather then sleeping. Sleeping is easier and a much need with my schedule. Something needs to change and I know that's something I have to do. Let's not even get started on my non-existent sex life. I think I am in the process of becoming a virgin again!!

Work is work. That's all I can say about that. I wish I had a job I enjoyed doing. I was thinking the other day. It would be cool to have a restruant that just did Fair food. In my area its about that time, for fairs. We have a big one (Fryeburg Fair), and althought I haven't been in a couple years I do love walking around and eating the delicious food. Of course that kind of defeats the purpose of previous paragraph. But don't you think that would be awesome to just have a place where you could get candied apples, which by the way are my ultimate FAV, cotton candy, fried dough, and don't forget the sausage and peppers. Of course that is just a thought or a dream. Or opening a flower shop...that would be nice too. Maybe someday...ya never know.